I can't handle being alone either though, what a chore, maybe I should just shoot myself in the head.

This is gramatically weird but whatever

I don’t really get dysphoric that often in the normal way but my body and my perception of it has a caustic influence on my sense of self and self perception. I can almost never feel like a woman these days.

In the pussy just asking questions.

Ya

Or maybe just body odor. I don’t necessarily mean this in a perverse way (although I do also probably like it in a perverse way) I just think it’s a nice smell.