i am not tired of helping, its more that i don't have enough money until march :(

such love from them only makes my heart squeeze and beat harder with the resolve to do better for them, and for myself. i love them so much

but they still didn't get angry at me, i really am crying right now, because them being so patient is making me want to try harder, to do better for them, because i want to progress from doing nothing for them to being a good partner to them

by "certain ideological strands" do they mean hindutva?