Also. We have a new cat now in the family. My husband was very happy with this.

Not only is my health going to shit again, but I also haven’t learn that I need to avoid things so I don’t trigger myself and get headaches…

I feel like a curious cat and yowling once I found out that it doesn’t do me good lmao 💀

I think I learned my lesson about joining fandom servers or even ship servers. Or maybe, just no more servers unless they’re close friends or something. Current moots is fine, but overall? Too old for that.

2025 Goals:
-Read books again
-Re-learn art/try canvas painting
-Streams
-Write original short stories (take refs)
-Just a lot of creating and learning.

I shall pin this.

I really want to get back to personal research on things. I have books to read; from biology, chems and other things.

I’m looking forward to 2025 with a better view of my life.

Either I suck at making friends these days or I’m just not made for it anymore.

It’s so draining now to keep trying to make talks with the other peers/seniors in my place that I just want to give up on it all. Is it me or my gender? The way that they went quiet because I’m the odd one out.

Nevermind I still hate Christmas, but I love my husband smiling. So, I only love the event if someone I love is enjoying it 👍🏻

Somedays I just want to lay on the floor and watch the galaxy projector, as we tall about what kind of life we want to have. “Free.” Is what we could agree on. And can you imagine the bedroom we can have? Fairy lights, lava lamps and star lamps.

Here’s my ideal life: Living in a cabin by the woods, I chop firewood, tended the garden, hunt for meat, come back home to my lovely husband, make a cup of tea and read books beside my husband. And no more other social things. Just us. Together.

We can still do it.. kind of…

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Who the fuck signed my email to an education list— Oh but the research papers are good. Not bad 🤔

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it's the most unfair thing that you have to keep fighting

but I beg you

please be brave
please be safe
please try to survive

Halloween isn’t over yet for me.

Magnus Archives here we gooo

Went to class anyways, did my exam. And mostly I just miss the comfort of the bedroom or the fresh air once I have to come back home… :/

Ok off to bed. Scary stories radio 24/7 to keep up with Halloween vibes and cuddle. It’s nearing 5am, I’ll see if I can wake up earlier to fix sleeping schedule and do other things.

Mixed protein milk with coffee milk just now. It ain’t that bad, but maybe I put way too many protein milk :/

3-4am Ghost Files marathon before bed, because tomorrow is study hour or smth idk