Shit just feels crazy cuz I understand where you are and the only thing that helps you feel better is solitude, but I’m facing a lot of solitude and the only thing that really makes me feel better is someone being there. Grieving sucks. No matter which way it comes.

Just wanted to say, I know this is a rough time of year. I hope you all are doing ok.

Random thought: I got a vasectomy last year around this time. I think women’s bodies also go through enough and as men when we know we don’t desire anymore kids, the least we could do is practice birth control.

It took me having to find a way to build myself back up to realize I had never been built up in the first place.

Growing up the way I did I’m realizing has plagued me with an idea of loyalty that no one upholds. My trust has been broken by family and close friends so many times that strangers feel safer to confide in. How many more times does my back have to be stabbed before I lose stability in standing

So far, I love how free this app feels. Seems like there’s a corner for everyone to actually interact in their own space and have genuine reactions rather than the popularity contest. Also makes me miss Tumblr lol.

Did a deep meditation that took me back to childhood. I kept seeing situations and had to ask myself “Why” each time and it kept taking me further and further back into childhood. They tell you growing up to hug the kid inside, I didn’t realize the version I needed to hug was about 3-4 years old.

Some people are intimidated at the fact that you’re not being a fake person and so real with them that they don’t know what to do but hurt you to protect themselves. That’s crazy to me

Good morning!

Looking for more dope musical souls to follow. Who’s your favorite producers and artists on here?

Check out my latest project. All instrumental. Enjoy!

So what’s going on over here? Lol.