i'm just staring at this thing in awe...three times the screen space than i'm used to...i shall use it for watching youtube and writing fanfiction

idk what to do with this thing now though. i did need a huge ass monitor for work but uhhhh i am still on sick leave and unable to work. let's hope this thing still works when/if i ever get back into the workforce i guess

i guess when you have money you can just skip hard and annoying parts of life

this was simultaneously an impossible feat and the only obvious thing to do. i'm working with two dichotomies here, being poor and having a huge ass imac and having been able to fix it but it was really hard and annoying to do

people give up on stuff so easily if they've got money, like sure i spent thousands and thousands on this thing but it's slow now :( time to buy a new one :( like bro just google what's wrong and fix it (ok it was really frustrating to do and everything went wrong somehow and took days but...)

somehow i am both dirt poor and i have this thing. hard to reconcile the facts. i got it for free from a family friend bc it was "broken beyond repair" (i just needed to find a way to boot the OS from an external drive which was EASIER SAID THAN DONE but also not like impossible)

can you imagine this service is supposed to help make my life more manageable, not cause me extra chores and infinitely more stress lmao!!!!

the one thing i've asked them to do for me is the actual reserving of the workspace but i've now learned if i don't do it no one does. so i guess first thing i'm doing tomorrow is logging in to reserve it the second the system opens :)))))) not like this is their job or anything

managed to dodge this until next week >:))) the program is working exactly as planned when i'm avoiding it like a kid trying to get out of gym class

and i love how we're all different ages and some of us have been doing this for our whole lives and some just started and some do it as a job and some as a hobby and everyone has space to do it their way<3

it's so lovely to see people trying new stuff and improving their craft and i love going over each other's work at the end of the lesson and idk it's rly important to me that at this point in life i've found this way to draw that isn't just me alone in a room by myself

acorns and honey is the dream i'm 100% behind this

if i could afford to subsist only off of nuts and berries i'd be such a happy clam y'all i'm a gatherer for life

at least this is almost over, 12 more hours and it's nut time babeyyy

i also can't do any caffeine or eggs or a bunch of other stuff but i don't care abt any of that

psychologist told me i'm not being unreasonable at all so it's not even the crazy talking. or like, the intensity of my need for them to be gone from my life and for me to never have to think about them again is the crazy talking but me trying to establish boundaries and some sense of privacy is not

it just seems so fucking unprofessional to me like they're social workers working with mentally ill people. how the fuck do they not get this. am i literally the only person they've ever encountered who wants to maintain any sense of privacy or boundaries