Pipe dream at this point. And I guess that’s my fault too for daydreaming and romanticizing shit but what the fuck else am I supposed to do to try and stay sane with everything happening in the world. I just wanted to be loved

tbh like I just want to feel loved and like I’m wanted and not like a stepping stone. I just want to stop crying and bitching and moaning about how I feel like I can’t form a connection. So i just give up. All I wanted was to just be held and told it’s all gonna be fine but that seems like a fucking

I will ALWAYS being on carries side bc she had to deal with that AAAAANNNNDDDDDD a psycho mother??? Yeah no she had every SINGLE right