i literally suck at math, i dont even fucking know how coins work, im really weak, and im awkward. i'll never make it out in life when im like this, and ive been told that multiple times before already by different people, including family members.

HEH

I LOVE THIS

hm.

i doont know why im sensitive. i shouldnt be when im a weirdoooo fukkkk hjmhmhggh i dont deserve to get empathy from other people and i shouldnt be such a crybaby when im such a freak

I don't care if it hurts
I wanna have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice
When I'm not around
You're so fuckin' special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here

i gguess i made this to talk about my own feelings. i mean uh ive been thinking a lot , ive been wanting to say a lot , but its like i cant so mmh i made this for my own self . i want to speak .