I’m having a crisis about it what if I’m not actually fit for the role

maybe this is why i’m accused of being autism. idk if it’s serious or a /j. maybe bc i’ve never been in a relationship and i have an awful yearning for the yuri experience.

not like suicidal bc i can’t fathom that… at least right now. but moreso i do rlly need so much healing and a form of guidance so i’m not feeling lost and unaware of situations that are ongoing in my life.

i’m starting to not remember my first years in undergrad (2020-2022) and that’s so scary. idk what i am as a person compared to what people describe me as. i rlly don’t feel alive enough

baggu, grabbing me by the neck: buy the fucking bag.

i fear i’m influenced two years later