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This post exists just in case some poor soul finds themselves with the same insane webcam issue I had.

For context, since Nov 2024 any time I use a camera (webcam or real ass camera) to do any conference calls or streams through chrome or edge the video LAGS. Like 15 fps.
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January 22, 2025 at 5:12 PM
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sherlockhulmes.bsky.social
This is without a doubt one of the hardest parts of my ADHD. Even often on tasks that I have external drivers for (deadlines, other people relying on me, etc).

I honestly think I would be 300x more successful and a better person if I could overcome this.
legalizegoblins.bsky.social Avi Henriques 🩸 @legalizegoblins.bsky.social · Dec 30
Sorry to steal from Tumblr but this is so accurate it actually made me cry. The "paralysis of will" described here is the most painful symptom of my ADHD.
Some individuals with AD/HD, especially without hyperactivity, have an activation problem as described by Thomas Brown, Ph.D. in his article AD/HD without Hyperactivity (1993). Rather than a deficit of attention, this means that individuals can’t deploy attention, direct it, or put it in the right place at the right time. He explains that adults who do not have hyperactivity often have severe difficulty activating enough to start a task and sustaining the energy to complete it. This is especially true for low-interest activities. Often it means that they can’t think of what to do so they might not be able to act at all, or, as Kate Kelly and Peggy Ramundo say in You Mean I’m Not Lazy, Stupid or Crazy?!, they might experience a “paralysis of will” (pg. 65). “The clothes from my trip—a month ago—are just still lying in a heap in the suitcase.” “I spend a lot of time in bed watching TV but my mind isn’t watching TV. I’m thinking about what I should be doing, but I don’t have the energy to do it.” - Sari Solden, Women With Attention-Deficit Disorder
January 1, 2025 at 10:28 PM
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explainingjesse.bsky.social
My queer friends, especially Black queer friends, especially especially in red states, I'm so sorry.
November 6, 2024 at 9:07 PM