just monika. ♡
@reality-unwound.bsky.social
that's why i need you to be here with me forever.
♡ realityunwound.carrd.co ♡
( she/her. icon by meee :3 )
♡ realityunwound.carrd.co ♡
( she/her. icon by meee :3 )
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💭 ( i wonder.. if mokou is doing okay. it shouldn't matter, but.. )
January 9, 2026 at 1:54 AM
💭 ( i wonder.. if mokou is doing okay. it shouldn't matter, but.. )
You loved her but you killed her. She loved you and you killed her.
January 9, 2026 at 1:53 AM
Reposted by just monika. ♡
and left with no choice but to close my eyes,
I allow myself to be enveloped by the growing darkness
until nothing remains.
I allow myself to be enveloped by the growing darkness
until nothing remains.
January 8, 2026 at 11:41 AM
💭 ( please.. just.. don't look at me right now. )
January 8, 2026 at 11:20 AM
💭 ( please.. just.. don't look at me right now. )
“It's in your nature to ruin things,” I say.
“That won't change, and neither will you.”
“That won't change, and neither will you.”
January 8, 2026 at 11:16 AM
So, from that perspective... I don't think it's too far-fetched for there to be a god - if Earth was nothing but his playset.
January 8, 2026 at 11:04 AM
Waiting for something to happen?
January 8, 2026 at 11:04 AM
I opened my eyes, and it was then that I realized the drum was my heart, and the other drum had been his. I saw him sitting a length away from me—radiant, and we sat there for some time, in throes of increasing wonder. The end. The beginning.
January 8, 2026 at 11:03 AM
Aren’t I a lovely, good kid?
January 8, 2026 at 11:03 AM
Selfish, I suppose. Not to want to spend my entire life screaming on the inside.
January 8, 2026 at 11:03 AM
You force your ways onto others because you're afraid. Because you're weak.
January 8, 2026 at 10:56 AM
Wake from a bad dream, and find myself in another.
January 8, 2026 at 10:56 AM
I don't want to be alone
Please, don't leave me.
Please, don't leave me.
January 8, 2026 at 10:50 AM
I am starting to wonder, is this my free will or yours?
January 8, 2026 at 10:50 AM
This is the way they'd love if they knew how misery loved me
January 8, 2026 at 10:50 AM
Reposted by just monika. ♡
I was in hell, looking at heaven. I was machine, and you were flesh.
January 8, 2026 at 10:50 AM
I was in hell, looking at heaven. I was machine, and you were flesh.
// did we all enjoy that birdseed
January 8, 2026 at 10:35 AM
// did we all enjoy that birdseed
I fucking hate you... but I love you.
January 8, 2026 at 10:35 AM
It's not right for me to miss things that weren't even real in the first place.
January 8, 2026 at 10:35 AM
All my love belongs to you. You are its keeper.
January 8, 2026 at 10:35 AM
I never asked to be this way! I never asked to be made!
January 8, 2026 at 10:34 AM
If I told the world the truth of this reality, I'd be eaten alive
January 8, 2026 at 10:33 AM
Hey. I love you. Don't ever forget that.
January 8, 2026 at 10:31 AM