I appreciate that bunni!! At this point I hope I can catch a break and have something go my way for once xD

I don't mean it in like a "oh no woe is me I'm depressed" kinda way.. I mean it in a "every time my body gets a sense of what happiness could feel like, something bad comes along and make sure I know my place" kinda way.

I think it's the zoomies hahaha, I'm so conditioned to doing things quickly and settling things fast, that's why that tends to happen a lot xD

Instructions unclear, now I bring myself down and put others on a pedestal.

I feel this in my soul