"while they're still fucking" but that would be just Raborsch and little that came before 😬 Not much time between Kuttenberg and the pogrom

then he catches feelings and it gets a bit complicated, makes him softer and more vulnerable... it is a completely new experience for him after all... probably haven't felt love and affection since he left his family in Austria too. and it does feel wrong for him, but Sam makes it all right again.

Jobst knows about that "jewish boy from Kuttenberg", obviously. And John gets that sick pleasure from teasing Jobst about him when they're still fucking. Telling him how clumsy and inexperienced that boy is, but oh how that turns him on even more. All while having Jobst's dick inside him😝😝😝

John fooling Jobst that he has any real control over him🫢😋 My silent dark woke manipulator✨️

we talked about it but only now i see the potential.. and johns impaired relationship with sex.. not even as an excuse to feel wanted but for the pure pleasure of it.. he doesnt even know he can be desirable in a romantic way (doesnt care for it anyways) so its kinda uncomfortable with sam at first.

dont mind me im just reflecting on the idea of slut John