Ransu
@ransuririe.bsky.social
friendly neighborhood lolicon
just another weeb on the internet
just another weeb on the internet
I'll do it around the 30th or 31st
whichever gives me the opportunity
it's been a real bad run.
whichever gives me the opportunity
it's been a real bad run.
October 28, 2025 at 11:03 AM
I'll do it around the 30th or 31st
whichever gives me the opportunity
it's been a real bad run.
whichever gives me the opportunity
it's been a real bad run.
you said you'll die by 30
I'll best you at one thing, for once
I'll best you at one thing, for once
October 14, 2025 at 1:45 PM
you said you'll die by 30
I'll best you at one thing, for once
I'll best you at one thing, for once
my laptop failed to reformat properly.
wonder if this is a sign I'll fail my suicide attempt a few weeks later.
wonder if this is a sign I'll fail my suicide attempt a few weeks later.
October 14, 2025 at 5:04 AM
my laptop failed to reformat properly.
wonder if this is a sign I'll fail my suicide attempt a few weeks later.
wonder if this is a sign I'll fail my suicide attempt a few weeks later.
i can't wait to die...
October 14, 2025 at 12:54 AM
i can't wait to die...
No one that can stop me will see these.
prolly the only reason i can vent here as much as i can, while i can.
prolly the only reason i can vent here as much as i can, while i can.
October 12, 2025 at 1:20 AM
No one that can stop me will see these.
prolly the only reason i can vent here as much as i can, while i can.
prolly the only reason i can vent here as much as i can, while i can.
shut off
the thoughts
please.
the thoughts
please.
October 11, 2025 at 9:05 AM
shut off
the thoughts
please.
the thoughts
please.
the only thing i can wish for is that i hope i don't end up hating the things i like most before i die.
let me keep something.
please.
let me keep something.
please.
October 10, 2025 at 10:54 AM
the only thing i can wish for is that i hope i don't end up hating the things i like most before i die.
let me keep something.
please.
let me keep something.
please.
my head.
it's too loud.
make it stop.
it's too loud.
make it stop.
October 10, 2025 at 9:09 AM
my head.
it's too loud.
make it stop.
it's too loud.
make it stop.
it's too early.
not yet.
i haven't written everything yet.
not yet.
i haven't written everything yet.
October 9, 2025 at 5:33 AM
it's too early.
not yet.
i haven't written everything yet.
not yet.
i haven't written everything yet.
ironically enough, getting sick would make dying harder since it'll get in the way of plans. it will be worse if i get hospitalized since all my methods will be locked away from me.
October 9, 2025 at 3:06 AM
ironically enough, getting sick would make dying harder since it'll get in the way of plans. it will be worse if i get hospitalized since all my methods will be locked away from me.
I've uninstalled MD, Limbus and GFL2 now
i feel like BA is next.
maybe during my last day I'll have HI3 with me, as it was my companion all these years.
i feel like BA is next.
maybe during my last day I'll have HI3 with me, as it was my companion all these years.
October 8, 2025 at 9:29 AM
I've uninstalled MD, Limbus and GFL2 now
i feel like BA is next.
maybe during my last day I'll have HI3 with me, as it was my companion all these years.
i feel like BA is next.
maybe during my last day I'll have HI3 with me, as it was my companion all these years.
it's crazy
it feels like i care less and less about things as days goes on
like nothing matters anymore since I'm dying anyway.
it feels like i care less and less about things as days goes on
like nothing matters anymore since I'm dying anyway.
October 8, 2025 at 9:25 AM
it's crazy
it feels like i care less and less about things as days goes on
like nothing matters anymore since I'm dying anyway.
it feels like i care less and less about things as days goes on
like nothing matters anymore since I'm dying anyway.
only one person can prolly stop me and talk some sense to me
but that person is unreachable and living a peaceful life, they don't need to trouble themselves with a man who wants to die
but that person is unreachable and living a peaceful life, they don't need to trouble themselves with a man who wants to die
October 7, 2025 at 9:32 PM
only one person can prolly stop me and talk some sense to me
but that person is unreachable and living a peaceful life, they don't need to trouble themselves with a man who wants to die
but that person is unreachable and living a peaceful life, they don't need to trouble themselves with a man who wants to die
everyday I'm getting ideas how to peacefully end my life
is this how being suicidal feels like?
is this how being suicidal feels like?
October 7, 2025 at 6:16 AM
everyday I'm getting ideas how to peacefully end my life
is this how being suicidal feels like?
is this how being suicidal feels like?
i wanna die so much already
the voices won't stop
the voices won't stop
October 6, 2025 at 3:44 AM
i wanna die so much already
the voices won't stop
the voices won't stop
i wish i fell in love with someone unreachable and impossible instead of someone so close to me but i can't touch
October 4, 2025 at 10:43 PM
i wish i fell in love with someone unreachable and impossible instead of someone so close to me but i can't touch
I'm gonna lose it all aren't I?
if I'm gonna be left with nothing, wouldn't it be better if i just disappear too?
if I'm gonna be left with nothing, wouldn't it be better if i just disappear too?
August 9, 2025 at 2:52 AM
I'm gonna lose it all aren't I?
if I'm gonna be left with nothing, wouldn't it be better if i just disappear too?
if I'm gonna be left with nothing, wouldn't it be better if i just disappear too?
I want to vent and crash out so bad but i really don't have an outlet. I'm so overloaded that i can't even process what's breaking me anymore. been so frustrated and upset and destroyed for months.
August 9, 2025 at 2:50 AM
I want to vent and crash out so bad but i really don't have an outlet. I'm so overloaded that i can't even process what's breaking me anymore. been so frustrated and upset and destroyed for months.
happy place
find a happy place
find a happy place
August 9, 2025 at 2:47 AM
happy place
find a happy place
find a happy place
everyday i can feel the pain in my chest and in my head. i want to give up so bad.
August 9, 2025 at 2:45 AM
everyday i can feel the pain in my chest and in my head. i want to give up so bad.
it's so pitiful that the only reason I'm still alive is cuz suicide prolly hurts a lot. otherwise i think i would've fully committed a long time ago.
i don't wanna live in pain anymore.
i don't wanna live in pain anymore.
August 8, 2025 at 5:45 AM
it's so pitiful that the only reason I'm still alive is cuz suicide prolly hurts a lot. otherwise i think i would've fully committed a long time ago.
i don't wanna live in pain anymore.
i don't wanna live in pain anymore.
