this is just called depression i think lmao.

for a game that wants u to level all ur jobs they really fucking hate having alternatives to roulettes that don't feel like shit

in a way it’s comforting to have a concrete end to her story, i don’t have to worry about an open end and limitless possibilities c:

maybe one dayyy.. i dunno

id have to make up a Really good reason and she’d be different

me - in a figurative sense no :) but… actually yes!

i still need to gpose her last moments in the way i have to.. slightly amend

i may be 80% creatively bankrupt but she’s the 20% that worked out

i’m not very good at writing, especially sincerely or roleplaying. but i did my best with her and it worked i think

got checked out by the mental health first aider, on my way home~!

im glad my manager was so good about all of it. i feel stupid but i think my work at least really likes and wants to keep me even if it takes a day or two to get back on my feet