Feel like I'm seeing a lot less doom and gloom about next year than usual. A lot more people are just ready to fight to have a good year and I'm kinda down for that level of energy. Good shit.

Stop trauma dumping in a Twitch chat! Jesus Christ. I know sometimes life is hard but when a lighthearted discussion GRINGS TO A HALT, it's not fun for ANYONE.

My apartment complex is remodeling my apartment today. New counters and cabinets and such. But don't have anywhere else to be so I'm just sitting in my car so I'm not in the way. Today is weird.

I love my friends very dearly but I hate when they tell me they're in the middle of a stressful thing in their life. Because my body absorbs their stress and then I'm up til 7 AM just feeling things for them. Feelings are stupid and I'm tired.

I'm going to see my dad for Thanksgiving and to do that I have to go to stepmom's family's house. They're very nice/welcoming people but I absolutely hate going there. I feel bad about it because they are genuinely nice, but just... Not my people. I just want to see my dad.

Find your rubber duck.