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rakkojima.bsky.social
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@rakkojima.bsky.social
Dokkaebi king of Worldline 226311-27


||plural || queer|| ADHD || ASD || it/it's and they/them

We are the collective of many stories, and will continue to tell more >:D

https://rakkojima.carrd.co/
here is a moment of #postyourfailurestoo ... i put the bones in the other day. starting actually weight painting feels like im dragging my hands through a thousand pounds of terror. ive been super procrastinating all day... and yet i made the rig even MORE complex.. at least its color coded now
February 1, 2026 at 5:41 AM
got the rest of the base bones in, and spent the rest of the night learning a way to blend Normals together between objects!! its making the model start to really come together in ways i didnt even think about when i started this project!!!
January 29, 2026 at 6:55 AM
CURRENTLY UP TO 190 BONES, AND IM NOT DONE YET BABY... actually.. well... i am for tonight... BUT TOMORROW
January 28, 2026 at 7:25 AM
I wanted to move on from the textures for a bit, cause i know i'll need to make fixes anyways. Mondays are usually my break days, but i couldnt stop myself from working on it for at least an hour before i pass out. LET THE BONIFICATION BEGIN
January 27, 2026 at 8:18 AM
AAAAA NO WAIT I FORGOT A GRADIENT ON THE BACK OF THE WINGS LKSJDFHG T~T i'll have to do it tomorrow
January 26, 2026 at 8:05 AM
also! this is an important note :D this is a wholly new way to model eyes to me. this was one of the things that i was stressing over most while working on this model so far. yesterday(saturday 1/25) i spent about 4 hours studying this method on other models before i finally got it working for mine!
January 26, 2026 at 8:02 AM
and theyre done!!!! Textures complete baybeee!!!!
January 26, 2026 at 8:00 AM
im getting pretty deep into the Textures now! I'm super proud of the Gradients that i've managed to get onto the body and wings, and am working on getting all the blue onto the hair and tailfluff :D hopefully i can finish that all either tomorrow or the day after. !! getting there!!
January 23, 2026 at 7:37 AM
still working on it, but ive gotten a lot of textures done so far! this is a blast! may or may not have lost about 3 hours of work in the beginning because i forgot a part of the head UV but quickly recovered!
January 19, 2026 at 8:56 AM
Thank you! All art is a learned skill and ive been practicing this one for about 5 years....now.... ohmygods its been 5 years now...

Well haha its been a lot of time to hone the craft!
January 17, 2026 at 9:14 AM
OH GODS I EXPLODED!! MY BODY AAAAAAAA *dies and goes to UV heaven. (plot twist its substance painter)
January 17, 2026 at 8:28 AM
MUCH BETTER! went back and redid it as a box subdivision sculpt. this is SO much better
January 14, 2026 at 6:00 AM
Hitting another point of failure here. the whole retopo is done, but the last part that needs to be made is the wing membrane. ive got the shape how i want, but im mentally struggling with thinking how to get the topology to work and be riggable... i may have to restart this one
January 13, 2026 at 7:28 AM
Gotten a lot more work done!!! now there are only 3 parts left to Retopo (i still need to make the wingarm membrane here in blender but dont worry that was planned) then i get to decide which step i wanna do next! options are
-UV mapping
-Rigging/Weight painting
-Textures(after uv mapping)
-Visemes
January 9, 2026 at 8:09 AM
Thats got it! this time i laid down the verts i wanted and pinned them in place before placing the others and smoothing them. from there i was able to mark the verts as sharp and now i get the clear shape that i was after!
January 8, 2026 at 4:51 AM
ive gotten even more of the fluff and other parts done, and now im getting to the small details and the tail. i looked it over again after trying to manually place a lot of the verts.... and i kinda hate it. to the bin! tomorrow i have a much better plan on how to pull it off in a way i like >:D
January 7, 2026 at 7:01 AM
i was waiting for a perfect time to do it. waiting for the confidence to not make a mistake. but thatll never happen. if youre scared to do it. then do it scared. but DO it. even if it takes multiple attempts. 2 months after i was ready to move to blender ive only made it this far retopoing.
January 6, 2026 at 3:32 AM
it was only the rings around the legs and arms! but it was a foot in the door. and it was enough!

and now, im sitting here after work, 2 weeks after i put those verts down, still taking it slowly. but i 𝑎𝑚 doing it. even if its taking a while. even if im scared i'll fuck up. and now look! whiskers!
January 6, 2026 at 3:29 AM
i took all that to heart! i went back, i pulled up more references. i 𝑡𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑑 𝑎𝑔𝑎𝑖𝑛. i spent another dozen hours working on it. i constantly looked back to the references, to the critique. i asked for opinions again from others. and then a week later i hit a point i was really proud of.
January 6, 2026 at 3:23 AM
i s2g imma lose it with that auto adult marking for something sfw.
ANYWAYS. i couldnt shake that feeling, so i went around and i asked for critiques. someone sat down with me for like 2 hours and we went over stuff. he literally gave me the best art critique id ever gotten in my life.
January 6, 2026 at 3:20 AM
alright im home... so yall know what that means? its time to #postyourfailurestoo

remember that model im working on? the one of my character? after a week of work id gotten really far, and i was pretty proud of it, but i couldnt shake the feeling that something felt off, and i almost gave up.
January 6, 2026 at 3:17 AM
and heres the head topo rn, this is the current part im working on. just need to finish the mouth bag and i can move on
January 2, 2026 at 8:38 AM
Judge my torso Edge flow lol, im kinda proud
January 2, 2026 at 8:37 AM
Have been making a lot more progress on my model recently, and have made it into Blender now! currently working on the retopo, and then will be doing the other necessary stuff for it to work in vr. but also need to make the wingarm membranes and some clothes! its gonna be a heckin LOT of fun
January 2, 2026 at 8:35 AM
MY BIGSCREEN JUST GOT HERE AAAAAAA THIS IS THE BEST EARLIER THAN EXPECTED THING EVER
December 27, 2025 at 9:11 PM