Then, after I'm done with every comms, imma go on hiatus to reconstruct my approach to everything and cuz i need a vacation somewhat i ddont know i work 3 jobs for 7 years goddammit and those who knows me knows what i've gone through.

So yea imma get things done

Over-the-counter antacids and eating properly, ive been kind of neglectful with my eating habits. I've been working too much that I forgot to eat

I should've just thought about making process gifs since the very beginning, oh well, a solution for future projects

process gif its not complete though, i plan to make a speed paint but its gonna be over 3 hours for it to be viewable i streamed this project consistently on twitch

I got one more thing to pursue and finish, then after that, I'll do better things with my life

I don't know how to feel about all of this. I've been processing my feelings. I'm grateful, but at the same time, because I've been dealing with these things for a long time, I learned to live with them. I even accepted the fact that it would never be solved, but here I am baffled by reality