that feeling when you've got the perfect fanfic idea but you're an absolute shit writer (I have it right now. I hate it. Radiostatic help me please)

People be like :"This ship sucks!! All the fans bash on other shippers for no reason!! Let me ship ___ in peace!! It's so toxic blablabla Stockholm syndrome blablabla abusive balblabla!!" And then all the content of that ship is people bashing on it