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@radionucli.bsky.social
my impact on the world may be small but all i want is to be remembered by you
⤷ my personal blog account
i have such a bad habit of oversharing and saying more than i should, its probably 80 percent of why i lose most friends cause i just keep constantly talking without thinking first
November 4, 2025 at 4:13 PM
happy halloween for all the people ill never talk to again
October 31, 2025 at 5:54 PM
why do something if you know youll regret it
October 29, 2025 at 1:53 PM
the chill of your absence is still too cold even with the warmth of my memories with you
October 24, 2025 at 2:32 AM
andrew in drag - the magnetic fields
October 24, 2025 at 1:34 AM
anxiety feels like a disease i can never seem to cure
October 23, 2025 at 4:07 PM
i really hate that i still find myself missing the people who wanted to leave
October 23, 2025 at 2:33 AM
how i wish i just had some over ear headphones for my phone when im tired of listening to everything else
October 22, 2025 at 12:03 AM
it doesnt feel real
October 21, 2025 at 4:26 PM
i just got complimented depression has been satiated for the time being 🦋
October 21, 2025 at 2:55 AM
i dont know what i want to do with my life or where i want to go, all i know is that i want to be loved and i want to love others with everything i can muster. that is the kind of impact i want. we never truly die if we are remembered by someone, anyone.
October 21, 2025 at 2:22 AM
you would think with the dream ive always had of having a popular blog i would choose the more popular platform. but from quotev to twitter to bluesky i yearn for the pretty little butterfly.
October 21, 2025 at 2:12 AM
what brought your thoughts back to me? ive been thinking about it over and over and cant seem to find the reason behind it.
October 21, 2025 at 1:10 AM
i have two twitter accounts one can be main and the other can be the personal blog instead but.. the pretty little butterfly
October 20, 2025 at 10:32 PM
the userbase of bluesky vs x is so abysmally small but i cant help but love it so much more as a personal place to state my own thoughts. the pretty little app with the pretty little butterfly
October 20, 2025 at 10:30 PM
i dont know what happened i was so good about my health eating all my meals taking my meds sleeping well. since a month ago i stopped eating breakfast and lunch and i dont even know why, the hunger pains hurt but now i dont feel anything anymore.
October 20, 2025 at 10:27 PM
i know im being unfair im not always the best at replying and reaching out myself but i prefer servers so much because dms feel like an obligation. if i dm you a video asking you to watch it that feels too forced. in servers its optional but man does it suck when everyone ignores what you say
October 20, 2025 at 8:45 PM
ive been upset for days that no one watched the youtube video i sent in two different servers that i wanted to yap about with someone anyone. i even pinged someone and asked them to watch it and no one did. every day is a reminder why sometimes i just keep to myself for months at a time
October 20, 2025 at 8:39 PM
the dinner got cancelled and all i feel is really sad and disappointed which feels like a conundrum in the first place with how conflicted i was feeling earlier about everything
October 20, 2025 at 4:35 AM
when i was 14 to 16 i used to blog daily just posting random things and thoughts even poems i really enjoyed making. that time period is when i made my iconic quote my impact on the world may be small but all i want is to be remembered by you. why am i only now realizing how much i missed it?
October 19, 2025 at 9:36 PM
im going to a dinner in a few hours to spend time with family. im so happy and excited but im also having to swallow down so much guilt and anxiety. they mean the world to me but theyre all a constant reminder of the world i lost. i just wish the good times were always enough to drown out the rest.
October 19, 2025 at 7:37 PM
having a place to vent where i dont feel like im personally burdening the people around me feels genuinely really nice
October 19, 2025 at 7:30 PM
i should make the best of what ive got and just focus on the people i do still have so why cant i stop thinking about the people who are gone would they make more or less effort than the people still here would our connection be any stronger or lacking in comparison why cant everyone stay forever
October 19, 2025 at 7:27 PM
to be loved is to be embraced even during your worst moments
October 19, 2025 at 6:51 PM
i like it here it is so cozy but twitter has all my fav artists so this will just be my space for voicing my own thoughts
October 19, 2025 at 6:41 PM