I'M EVAPORATING THIS IS SO PRETTY

but gods above, i wonder. i think we could get along, Rex and I. i think Hajime, Tarou, Leo, and Bucky would get along too. maybe i'll make Shipwrecked versions of my boys so it won't look so weird in my head.

would Tarou hate me for giving him a shitty dad to mirror my own cult-member, immature old man? would Leo curse my name for making him a reflection of my inability to be the man i wish i was until i'm far away from home? they don't get killed, not like Bucky did at the hands of a tormented Rex

he's my little punching bag in the most loving way possible <3 i'm a struggling trans guy and so is he. i fear being treated like an "uwu trans boy!", so does he. i put him in the yakuza to parallel the toxicity and dog-eat-dog nature of it all. he gets beaten like a baseball and i wonder. so much.

YIPPEE!!!! i'd love to see a snip of it if you wanna share :]