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Rachael_Ctrl_Z
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My friend and I made our own village together. 🥰 ❄️ 🧀 🐀 ⛄️ 🎄 🎁
December 20, 2025 at 6:46 PM
December 19, 2025 at 9:44 PM
To add
December 18, 2025 at 6:06 PM
This is real life.

*Goes into blanket fort and cries*

Me: It is okay to feel emotions. Write about it. Dance it out. Process. Then, transmute it into action to improve the situation.
December 15, 2025 at 5:31 PM
My Old Ass - I laughed, I cried. Aubrey Plaza 🫂

This scene was *Chef's Kiss*

The adult version validating the teen. The one who has radically accepted truth and the still hopeful little bean adamant the future is bright.
December 14, 2025 at 7:26 PM
Most popular clip of 2025 I captured. Twitch Wrapped. 😅
www.twitch.tv/mr_sharkey_/...
December 2, 2025 at 8:08 PM
December 2, 2025 at 7:53 PM
Damn, okay
November 12, 2025 at 7:04 PM
November 4, 2025 at 9:23 PM
If I were to write an autobiography a title idea would be:

You Experienced Your Life Wrong:
The Story That Never Happened
November 4, 2025 at 9:07 PM
Culver's is so real for this.
Scream vibes.
November 4, 2025 at 5:34 PM
October 27, 2025 at 3:19 PM
Call me Honey not Sweetheart.
October 6, 2025 at 3:37 PM
Marshall Linehan 🫂

Girl, Interrupted.
October 4, 2025 at 11:42 PM
September 23, 2025 at 9:29 PM
I went to a grill out with friends. We did a Pass and Paint (paint for 5 mins and pass) this is the friend collaboration art I ended with.

🤭
September 8, 2025 at 12:04 AM
That last one needs work.
It is written? The best is yet to come? We learn what we won't tolerate.

Adding an origin story arc to set the conditioning stage the character is starting from.
Beginnings Are Such Delicate Times? That is from Dune.

Hmmm. Life, words, time, perception. ✍️🏽
September 5, 2025 at 4:39 PM
Must be nice.

What?

Exactly.
August 28, 2025 at 12:37 PM
Remember YouTube? In my late 20s I found Psych2Go. It is a great free resource.

youtu.be/iCwEMXISsnQ?...
August 24, 2025 at 2:31 PM
My Superman.
August 21, 2025 at 3:02 PM
A project from my college Digital Art class in 2009.

I was trying to say something. It became clearer as time went on.
August 21, 2025 at 4:33 AM
Where I used to work, Children's Hospital Colorado, they have a TRUE department for Gender Affirming care. The program is getting defunded. Not closing but limiting.

Trust
Respect
Understand
Emerge

I have no words for the dismantling of support for the youth in Colorado and surrounding states.
August 20, 2025 at 8:03 PM
I feel spicy today.

I want to feel the moment which is full of void yet sprinkled with so much love.

They ask if I am depressed. It is a reasonable level of feeling that makes sense. The slowdown allows for rest. I'm tired. I keep hoping when I wake up I'll feel alive like I used to be.
August 13, 2025 at 5:06 PM
When you move idea:

Get yourself a veggie tray!
Great snack refuel, no silverware needed, dish free.

The yellow lighting in this place...
August 12, 2025 at 1:28 AM
Ignorance is bliss.

Knowing is painful sorrow.

The feeling of home, the familiar.

The balance of life.

The purpose we choose.

The belief in ourselves.

The intent, desire, will, effort, rest, respect, empathy.

Beads strung together like a necklace guiding us to something meaningful.
July 25, 2025 at 6:20 PM