God yeah. I have so many ideas. I like what im drawing. But i get to a sketch or coloring and my motivation just... Drops to nothing :(
Sucks!!!!!!!!!!! Sucks so much. Makes the imposter syndrome demon grow 😔

Like i feel like i should be doing something else, that I'm wasting my time when this is literally my income and favorite hobby?

I think the world & my personal life are just really pressing down on me I guess :"3

You get free stuff (t-shirts, lanyards, doodads-- hell, FWA even gave me a SUPER nice backpack last year)

You often get free food/snacks.

Early access to hotel rooms (and sometimes even rate discounts). Some cons even have staff crash rooms which are free!

And free registration!!

God dude, they were yelling at me and cussing me out *in person*.
Thankfully anytime someone was rude out loud, the people behind them were usually like "wow, fuck that guy... Thanks for doing what you're doing"

But good lord. We need the draft but for customer service jobs. Build some empathy

Like i wish more people would volunteer or become staff at cons bc they'd realize 1) we never have enough people for the attendance and 2) we have to abide by laws!!!!
Hotel contracts, city laws, state laws, federal laws.

Doing something hastily could mean the con is cancelled forever!

I literally had to take a break at FWA last year bc folks were being so mean about the digital queue that I nearly cried lmao.
Thankfully the rest of the weekend made up for it, but WOOF... That was a rough Friday.

Ah man, i didnt know you had a bsky!! Happy to find you and your work again

I hope you get the help you need, and the rest you deserve!!!!!

Ohhhh i cant wait to see what you do with the tropical cat!!! (And the calico)

They look like siblings to my sona Tuna, haha! We gotta have more brightly colored calicos in the world

Realest thing ive ever read in my whole life.

Thank you!!! I had doodled it out first, and then tried to make the code fit my idea (which is why I'm spending time de-spaghetting it now LOL)
But it worked! I have more work to do on it, but I rly love how it has come out so far :)

Its like.... Just a wip, and im in the process of redoing it a bit (not looks-wise, just formatting my code better)
qutens.neocities.org
(I recommend looking at it on desktop for its Full Version, the mobile is rly rough LOL)

Benji ur so kind to me 🥹💕
Thank you always!!!!

I used to be a porcupine when i played house bc i thought cat/dog was overdone 😔