It’s a tiktok trend Where people show their Sh scars with Sharks drawn on top to show how sh recovery is possible its a wholesome thing but my stupid brain is telling me my scars aren’t “bad enough” every time I see one of these videos
An example

And whenever I bring up he shouldn’t let her eat like a whole row of cake bars in one sitting because she will gain weight he’s all “it’s not in her mums genes” LIKE yes it is ? And even if it wasn’t you can’t feed a kid so much crap because it hurts their mouths and shit like oh my daysssss

because literally he spoils her so much he lets her eat so much and when I bring it up he literally doesn’t listen like I give up if he wants her to grow up being fat and getting bullied like I did he can have fun with the mental issues she’ll develop I’m done telling them atp

But that doesn’t exuse his behaviour.

And like don’t get me wrong I love my mum to bits and I would literally jump of a bridge if anything happened to her but I still hold resentment towards her and my step dad it’s not all bad but recently it has been more bad then good from him I’m not saying he doesn’t do anything for me he does .

I didn’t get shit no support no therapy NOTHING just pure anger on their side and they wonder why I don’t tell them shit anymore I’m never opening up to them about shit if they had actually been parents and got me support when I was young I wouldn’t be so mentally fucked up now