I feel okay to let this be known outwardly because I do genuinely care for the connections I've made

I'm helping myself now though, I've been making good progress and have amazing friends and found family to help hold me up lol
Im not sure when I'll post art again, I only have one more project left for this year I already committed to, then after I want to take a good break and make a good return

Long story short, my affliction answers a lot in my life, as well as exposes that I have severe self hatred tendencies born from how I never really understood myself for weird habits I thought were normal. I felt it good to mention that I want to take a while away from everything to unmask proper.

so real