maxwell
@quietperson-330.bsky.social
asocial.. loner.. dreamer.. collector of nightmares...
wrap your arms around me; hold me tight as I lie here dead. don’t slip in my blood when you leave. let me go in silence. say goodbye, then simply forget.
December 30, 2025 at 5:51 AM
wrap your arms around me; hold me tight as I lie here dead. don’t slip in my blood when you leave. let me go in silence. say goodbye, then simply forget.
"Comedy is subjective, Murray, isn't that what they say? All of you, the system that knows so much: you decide what's right or wrong the same way you decide what's funny or not." - Arthur Fleck, Joker
December 30, 2025 at 5:44 AM
"Comedy is subjective, Murray, isn't that what they say? All of you, the system that knows so much: you decide what's right or wrong the same way you decide what's funny or not." - Arthur Fleck, Joker
why follow a voice that preaches vagueness?
December 30, 2025 at 5:43 AM
why follow a voice that preaches vagueness?
Time gives order: before/after, cause/effect, growth/decay.
December 30, 2025 at 5:43 AM
Time gives order: before/after, cause/effect, growth/decay.
i might as well die alone. clearly nobody has any fucking interest in talking to me.
December 30, 2025 at 5:42 AM
i might as well die alone. clearly nobody has any fucking interest in talking to me.
paroxysm: a sudden attack or violent expression of a particular emotion or activity.
September 10, 2025 at 3:48 AM
paroxysm: a sudden attack or violent expression of a particular emotion or activity.
i thought i'd be dead by now, taking a lot more than just myself. you'll see the tragedy of me. i can remember the past, feel the present, and only imagine the aftermath. i have a grip on the truth: that life is meaningless. it's pathetic to pretend there's meaning.
September 10, 2025 at 3:46 AM
i thought i'd be dead by now, taking a lot more than just myself. you'll see the tragedy of me. i can remember the past, feel the present, and only imagine the aftermath. i have a grip on the truth: that life is meaningless. it's pathetic to pretend there's meaning.
i can hear a solid thud and then pitter patter. it's squirrels jumping off my backyard tree onto the roof. then running across the roof to the other trees in both yards. they do this everyday, several times a day. it's funny.
September 6, 2025 at 5:04 PM
i can hear a solid thud and then pitter patter. it's squirrels jumping off my backyard tree onto the roof. then running across the roof to the other trees in both yards. they do this everyday, several times a day. it's funny.
asphyxiation: the state or process of being deprived of oxygen, which can result in unconsciousness or death.
September 5, 2025 at 2:49 AM
asphyxiation: the state or process of being deprived of oxygen, which can result in unconsciousness or death.
the transmutation circle i carved into the back of my hand in middle school. roy mustang's from full metal alchemist. the scarring has faded away. i remember how cool i thought it looked. the picture quality sucks, but you get the point. one of my favorite art pieces at the time.
#circle #art
#circle #art
September 4, 2025 at 4:39 PM
antipathy: a strong feeling of dislike or aversion toward someone or something.
August 30, 2025 at 1:54 AM
antipathy: a strong feeling of dislike or aversion toward someone or something.
bottle of pills in my hand; emotionally collapsing. pills and a gallon of water down, head to the swing set. sitting, dizzy. walking back in, dizzier. hand on bar, brain stops recording. found on the floor, unmoving, then seizing.
August 29, 2025 at 3:27 AM
bottle of pills in my hand; emotionally collapsing. pills and a gallon of water down, head to the swing set. sitting, dizzy. walking back in, dizzier. hand on bar, brain stops recording. found on the floor, unmoving, then seizing.
i don't understand people, not very well anyway.
and they don't understand me.
do we understand anybody? or do we just pretend?
can you look somebody and the eye and say "i understand" when you don't know the depth of them? when you don't know them at all?
and they don't understand me.
do we understand anybody? or do we just pretend?
can you look somebody and the eye and say "i understand" when you don't know the depth of them? when you don't know them at all?
August 29, 2025 at 3:26 AM
i don't understand people, not very well anyway.
and they don't understand me.
do we understand anybody? or do we just pretend?
can you look somebody and the eye and say "i understand" when you don't know the depth of them? when you don't know them at all?
and they don't understand me.
do we understand anybody? or do we just pretend?
can you look somebody and the eye and say "i understand" when you don't know the depth of them? when you don't know them at all?
what 12 year old needs to worry about their friend committing suicide? my best friend did; about me. she somehow she kept it together around me. i can't imagine the impact of that idea on somebody so young. it makes me sad to have put her through that. i wish i could say i'm sorry.
August 21, 2025 at 2:29 AM
what 12 year old needs to worry about their friend committing suicide? my best friend did; about me. she somehow she kept it together around me. i can't imagine the impact of that idea on somebody so young. it makes me sad to have put her through that. i wish i could say i'm sorry.
"when we say A is B, we are saying that A is only what it appears within our field of study or our arca of specialization.
this is saying too much. when we say A can be considered as B, or modeled by B, we are saying exactly as much as we have a right to say, and no more." - prometheus rising.
this is saying too much. when we say A can be considered as B, or modeled by B, we are saying exactly as much as we have a right to say, and no more." - prometheus rising.
August 20, 2025 at 7:54 PM
"when we say A is B, we are saying that A is only what it appears within our field of study or our arca of specialization.
this is saying too much. when we say A can be considered as B, or modeled by B, we are saying exactly as much as we have a right to say, and no more." - prometheus rising.
this is saying too much. when we say A can be considered as B, or modeled by B, we are saying exactly as much as we have a right to say, and no more." - prometheus rising.
print("hello, friend.")
hello, friend.
hi.
how are you?
i'm good, alone in a room. i'm lonely; so... maybe not so good...
-----
wait. why am i answering a question i asked myself?
why am i...
but wait. why did: "how are you" pop up on my screen?
hello, friend.
hi.
how are you?
i'm good, alone in a room. i'm lonely; so... maybe not so good...
-----
wait. why am i answering a question i asked myself?
why am i...
but wait. why did: "how are you" pop up on my screen?
August 20, 2025 at 6:00 PM
print("hello, friend.")
hello, friend.
hi.
how are you?
i'm good, alone in a room. i'm lonely; so... maybe not so good...
-----
wait. why am i answering a question i asked myself?
why am i...
but wait. why did: "how are you" pop up on my screen?
hello, friend.
hi.
how are you?
i'm good, alone in a room. i'm lonely; so... maybe not so good...
-----
wait. why am i answering a question i asked myself?
why am i...
but wait. why did: "how are you" pop up on my screen?
“I put my faith in something,
and then i watched it die.” - Godly the Ruler, Sleep at Night
and then i watched it die.” - Godly the Ruler, Sleep at Night
August 20, 2025 at 3:57 PM
“I put my faith in something,
and then i watched it die.” - Godly the Ruler, Sleep at Night
and then i watched it die.” - Godly the Ruler, Sleep at Night
this time of year is lonely when i have nobody to relate to. no name. no face. no time. no where. now why. no understanding. no heart. no peace. no friend. no frequency. no asking if i'm fine. no dimension to go to when this one collapses. no blood left to keep my heart beating. it's...
August 20, 2025 at 3:11 AM
this time of year is lonely when i have nobody to relate to. no name. no face. no time. no where. now why. no understanding. no heart. no peace. no friend. no frequency. no asking if i'm fine. no dimension to go to when this one collapses. no blood left to keep my heart beating. it's...
Godly the Ruler - Sleep at Night (Official Pack. Visualizer)
YouTube video by Pack Records.
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August 20, 2025 at 2:59 AM
sorry... i promise.. i'm here..
i promise i'm still... sleeping?
i'm sleeping... where? i don't know
sleeping... sleeping... sleeping...
here. i promise... i'm...
i promise i'm still... sleeping?
i'm sleeping... where? i don't know
sleeping... sleeping... sleeping...
here. i promise... i'm...
August 19, 2025 at 2:08 AM
sorry... i promise.. i'm here..
i promise i'm still... sleeping?
i'm sleeping... where? i don't know
sleeping... sleeping... sleeping...
here. i promise... i'm...
i promise i'm still... sleeping?
i'm sleeping... where? i don't know
sleeping... sleeping... sleeping...
here. i promise... i'm...
“You only love the ideation of me” - Spiritbox, Tsunami Sea
August 17, 2025 at 5:27 PM
“You only love the ideation of me” - Spiritbox, Tsunami Sea
i don't know why or how, but this is the first time in over a decade that it is mid august and i haven't stepped outside into unbearable heat. it's been hot, but not that hot. it has not been a bad summer at all, compared to what it has been the last several years.
August 16, 2025 at 3:27 AM
i don't know why or how, but this is the first time in over a decade that it is mid august and i haven't stepped outside into unbearable heat. it's been hot, but not that hot. it has not been a bad summer at all, compared to what it has been the last several years.