first time ever going to the movies alone, picked up my dad's ashes from the funeral home today and I was like fuck it let's try something new like exposure therapy or something (but not too new, had to see a movie I've seen dozens of times before lol)

it was right there! it's like they wrote around it on purpose but I can not imagine what that purpose was lol

stede not even mentioning badminton and feeling like he ruins everything after ed freaks out about him going back to mary is unbelievable honestly, like what was the writing thought process there