but I’m sure it’s so different for all of you. I’m sure in your version of things I’m just so evil. you guys are genuinely so funny

he went? did he tell you that I took a plush he was holding and threw it on the ground and went please listen to me and he called me scary and destructive for doing that? when I was just so horrified he’d go back to a place that made him suicidal

hey did it make you feel better, btw, to cry with Evie and their spouse? to be like how could we fall for Elle’s evil ways… did you know Evie told me he went back to his wife bc “no one would ever hold him again if he didn’t” and I was so scared he’d be abused and try to take his own life again if

your Jack badge since we broke up. Christ I am never checking up on someone I have cut contact with ever again lol

Shitty job I couldn’t breathe at.

anyway it’s great that you can spin such a sob story about me I’m really happy for you. I’m really sorry we never established what were acceptable boundaries in case things fell through and that’s a genuine apology, but I hope you’ve had more time for ffxiv and

you’re probably like ugh why was it so hard for Elle to work why couldn’t they make more money i don’t get it. well guess what girl I have lupus and what you were looking at was the start of an insane health decline. I’ve almost died like 4 times since we talked last lmao so sorry I had to quit my

and it’s fucked up you to pin that on me.

sight. that dog took almonds off a counter that was sealed shut and that wasn’t my fault in the slightest. as someone who rescued and rehabbed animals constantly that’s a training issue. it would’ve been one thing if i had hurt her even on accident. but she got into food that was no where near her

too much for you to understand what I’m going through. But while I forgive you for all of that and have been believing you’ve grown up by now let me make one thing fucking clear lol. I didn’t do anything to your sisters sweet dog. it was her owners job to make sure she didn’t eat everything in

pick up the pieces bc that’s what yours would do. but it isn’t like that for everyone. I was genuinely all alone. I thought that as my partner you would go okay what can I do but looking back it makes sense you wouldn’t. You couldn’t conceptualize being that alone. your family padded your life

how could you be? you were sheltered and pampered and just childishly selfish in a way that isn’t even malicious when I say it you just didn’t have life experience. so of course you wouldn’t want to help me, alone and struggling and lost. you didn’t know how. and in your mind my family would just

relationship I started my life over in a very tumultuous time and I assumed you wanted to build it with me and you didn’t know you weren’t ready for that and honestly I don’t even hold it against you anymore bc you just obviously weren’t grown up enough to know that

to leave everyone and everything behind and start over new and honestly I didn’t know either but please do not get on your high horse and be like “they hurt me so bad they were abusive” do not throw that word in my face as someone who was abused the way I was. you were not ready for an adult

but what was more naive was assuming you could handle a big adult relationship. I uprooted my life to be with you and you consistently blew me off for video games when I knew absolutely no one. I will also admit you probably didn’t really know 1) how mentally unwell I was and 2) how stressful it is

I will admit that I shouldn’t have moved to Texas i should have either looked for a place in va or followed my mom to Iowa. it was naive of me to assume that would go well honestly but I didn’t want to move to Iowa and I was scared of running into my ex who followed me to va