when did I start not sharing things? Because I don't know how to deal with the sadness, the horror, the dark side. I cannot trust any information, any meanings, or any happiness. There is no solidarity, there are full of boundaries, full of otherness, and the rumor covered anything more important.

中午吃太多導致睏到不行，做了一個我認為很不需要的training後感覺精神了很多。現在理解yuqi之前在看書學習之前都會玩注意力集中的小遊戲來刺激大腦的說法了。

用ChatGPT帮我解读powers of horror结果发现用的时间非常的长，理解的东西倒是很深，可能是我太急于求成了，也许我换一个方式再试试。

现在学习已经上升到不需要听番茄时钟的学习视频了，转到听两小时asmr做蛋糕就可以专注了