like. i block enough as is. but if i'm unfollowing and muting you i likely never want to interact w you again. but also ppl get sooo weird abt blocks

like i've been in the community a hot minute now but somehow this years been consistently worse when it comes to this

wont repost word for word bc the last one got bots. but. i need to study ppl. the amount of racist and ableist jokes and comments made towards me this year alone is insane

i reaallly want 11 but theres no chance this plot will open up on my server

i don't even like gnshn anymore but i stillll love some ships. those r my wives idc

man yearn for ppl who want to be their friend because THEY want to be. who talk to me bc THEY'RE interested in it. not because they actually want my help w something or whatever. not because they're bored and have no one else to talk to

and it sucks because i do genuinely want to be friends with some people, but i also don't want to be the only one putting in the effort into becoming friends??

bc you'd. put in the effort for a friend. personally i do. if ur not interested in being my friend to Be My Friend or talking w me in general i rather it just said straight up so i can stop embarrassing myself trying to hold conversations with someone who dgaf

or am i just someone they go to message, if they even do at all (most of the time they don't lmfao), when they have nobody else to talk with? when it's convenient for them? when they have a question about modding? when they want my help with something?

and the fact is, there ARE a Lot of people i haven't spoken to in months because i stopped texting first. boy do i know how hard it can be starting convos. but i've rly been thinking, do these people Actually see me as a friend???

it's crazy how many ppl i'd never hear from if i didn't text first. i've been getting reaaally tired of Always Being The One To Start Conversations and almost every single time i do start them, i carry them like crazy. it rarely feels like the other person is interested aswell in talking