what am i?
serves for @cageparts.being.dog .
KC: 0
DC: 1
any/all pronouns for ralsei, he/they for mun
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i don't mind any way you prefer, haha...
( ralsei has a little bashful blush... )
i don't mind any way you prefer, haha...
( ralsei has a little bashful blush... )
( ralsei hardly can believe that. this shouldn't be normal, especially for a lightner, right? )
why do you think... taking care of yourself is... a bad idea?
( ralsei hardly can believe that. this shouldn't be normal, especially for a lightner, right? )
why do you think... taking care of yourself is... a bad idea?
... i'm sorry.
( he's not sure what else to say. he can't look at them, though. )
... i'm sorry.
( he's not sure what else to say. he can't look at them, though. )
( it's hard. it's addicting, the feeling of being close to them. but it's hard to think he deserves it considering what he enables from them. )
( maybe they're both bad people. )
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( it's hard. it's addicting, the feeling of being close to them. but it's hard to think he deserves it considering what he enables from them. )
( maybe they're both bad people. )
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( ralsei darts his eyes down, and then up, then down again... )
um, i'm just. i'm not comfortable. thinking about. all of this.
( what would he even say to her? that kris died and he plunged them further into the darkness? it's a lot... )
( ralsei darts his eyes down, and then up, then down again... )
um, i'm just. i'm not comfortable. thinking about. all of this.
( what would he even say to her? that kris died and he plunged them further into the darkness? it's a lot... )
Hhello???
Hhello???
( he still feels a little disgusting. but this helps. )
o-okay, kris... i'll, try not to...
( he still feels a little disgusting. but this helps. )
o-okay, kris... i'll, try not to...
( ... he shouldn't have done anything at all... because this is going to make him sound really bad. )
i... shouldn't talk about it.
( ... he shouldn't have done anything at all... because this is going to make him sound really bad. )
i... shouldn't talk about it.
( for the most part he isn't lying. )
( for the most part he isn't lying. )
( light purring... )
( light purring... )
( he's not sure what difference that'd make, but... he hopes that could be at least comforting to them. )
( he's not sure what difference that'd make, but... he hopes that could be at least comforting to them. )
... i-i understand.
( he has a hard time, thinking about how much they care about him. how much they want to care about him, despite having torn him apart. it hurts to think about, but... )
... i-i don't think, how you treated me, is...
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... i-i understand.
( he has a hard time, thinking about how much they care about him. how much they want to care about him, despite having torn him apart. it hurts to think about, but... )
... i-i don't think, how you treated me, is...
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( it's a little bit of a relief, hearing it. but he hates that kris put themselves down for it. he doesn't try to say that, though. )
... u-um, what is it, about... me, then...? i... i want to be the best i can be, f-for you, still. i-if, if that's okay.
( it's a little bit of a relief, hearing it. but he hates that kris put themselves down for it. he doesn't try to say that, though. )
... u-um, what is it, about... me, then...? i... i want to be the best i can be, f-for you, still. i-if, if that's okay.
( he feels a little disgusting for thinking he's better than anyone, really. )
( he feels a little disgusting for thinking he's better than anyone, really. )
( no, it's okay, it makes sense if it did. he had them... )
( ralsei kind of presses his thumb claws into the palm of his paw, behind his back. )
a-are you, um, u-upset? it's, it's okay if you are...
( no, it's okay, it makes sense if it did. he had them... )
( ralsei kind of presses his thumb claws into the palm of his paw, behind his back. )
a-are you, um, u-upset? it's, it's okay if you are...
( he just... doesn't say anything back. )
( he just... doesn't say anything back. )
mmh. is there, anything i can do, t-to... help, either way?
( he feels bad saying it. he doesn't want to ruin anything again. but he values kris' happiness. )
mmh. is there, anything i can do, t-to... help, either way?
( he feels bad saying it. he doesn't want to ruin anything again. but he values kris' happiness. )