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ralsei 🎀
@pushoflove.isfluffy.fyi
...
what am i?

serves for @cageparts.being.dog .

KC: 0
DC: 1

any/all pronouns for ralsei, he/they for mun

Make sure to read the PINNED before proceeding. MDNI! CH3+4 Spoilers!

pfp; https://bsky.app/profile/cageparts.being.dog/post/3lyo4qnqicc25
o-oh, well, um...

i don't mind any way you prefer, haha...

( ralsei has a little bashful blush... )
November 22, 2025 at 3:38 AM
[that fuckin sucks... i hope you feel better soon.....]
November 22, 2025 at 3:36 AM
u-um, normal...?

( ralsei hardly can believe that. this shouldn't be normal, especially for a lightner, right? )

why do you think... taking care of yourself is... a bad idea?
November 22, 2025 at 3:35 AM
[every disease...]
November 22, 2025 at 3:31 AM
k-kris...

... i'm sorry.

( he's not sure what else to say. he can't look at them, though. )
November 22, 2025 at 3:28 AM
( ... ralsei feels sick with himself. has he been trying too hard? should he stop? )

( it's hard. it's addicting, the feeling of being close to them. but it's hard to think he deserves it considering what he enables from them. )

( maybe they're both bad people. )

++
November 22, 2025 at 3:28 AM
i- um, i...

( ralsei darts his eyes down, and then up, then down again... )

um, i'm just. i'm not comfortable. thinking about. all of this.

( what would he even say to her? that kris died and he plunged them further into the darkness? it's a lot... )
November 22, 2025 at 12:31 AM
( LOOKS TERRIFIED??? )

Hhello???
November 22, 2025 at 12:25 AM
( ahh, the touch is comforting, he leans up, and into their hand. )

( he still feels a little disgusting. but this helps. )

o-okay, kris... i'll, try not to...
November 22, 2025 at 12:25 AM
um.

( ... he shouldn't have done anything at all... because this is going to make him sound really bad. )

i... shouldn't talk about it.
November 22, 2025 at 12:23 AM
u-um, i-it was about something else...! i d-didn't actually believe...

( for the most part he isn't lying. )
November 22, 2025 at 12:07 AM
( thanks, this helps. )

( light purring... )
November 22, 2025 at 12:01 AM
i-i didn't say anything!!!
November 22, 2025 at 12:01 AM
... y-you're not a bad person for it.

( he's not sure what difference that'd make, but... he hopes that could be at least comforting to them. )
November 21, 2025 at 7:40 AM
( ah... ralsei looks down a little. )

... i-i understand.

( he has a hard time, thinking about how much they care about him. how much they want to care about him, despite having torn him apart. it hurts to think about, but... )

... i-i don't think, how you treated me, is...

++
November 21, 2025 at 7:40 AM
ah...

( it's a little bit of a relief, hearing it. but he hates that kris put themselves down for it. he doesn't try to say that, though. )

... u-um, what is it, about... me, then...? i... i want to be the best i can be, f-for you, still. i-if, if that's okay.
November 21, 2025 at 7:21 AM
um, do you, really think i'm better than you...?

( he feels a little disgusting for thinking he's better than anyone, really. )
November 21, 2025 at 7:10 AM
a-ah...

( no, it's okay, it makes sense if it did. he had them... )

( ralsei kind of presses his thumb claws into the palm of his paw, behind his back. )

a-are you, um, u-upset? it's, it's okay if you are...
November 21, 2025 at 7:07 AM
( ... ralsei can be patient. he's just... looking at him, worriedly. looking for any sign to be of use, if he can. )

( he just... doesn't say anything back. )
November 21, 2025 at 7:01 AM
( ... well. )

mmh. is there, anything i can do, t-to... help, either way?

( he feels bad saying it. he doesn't want to ruin anything again. but he values kris' happiness. )
November 21, 2025 at 6:56 AM