akumura
push0ver.bsky.social
akumura
@push0ver.bsky.social
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the most unrelatable symptom of depression for me is "emotional numbness"

I'd *kill* to be numb, sounds way better than wallowing in sadness
March 13, 2024 at 9:33 PM
go on a quest of self discovery and self betterment as the world continues to burn around you
March 6, 2024 at 5:13 AM
I need a juice box but instead of juice it's vodka
February 26, 2024 at 10:20 PM
how do you be yourself when being yourself means being an absolute dickhead who pushes people away because of how miserable you are
February 25, 2024 at 6:36 AM
love spending the entire work week waiting for the weekend, and when the weekend is finally here all I can do is lay in bed and sulk
February 25, 2024 at 5:56 AM
you hear people talk about loneliness and the lack of communities in the world, and what you as an isolated person ought to do if you're struggling is go out and just create a community out of thin air

I can barely connect with anyone due to outstanding mental issues, but sure, I'll just do that
February 21, 2024 at 7:35 PM
funny how you can be abused and have to live with the damage, while the abuser may not ever have to come to terms with what they did

you'll spend the rest of your life dealing with that trauma while they will forget it even occurred
February 21, 2024 at 5:18 AM
in 2017, I was playing Persona 3 and watching Madoka Magica because I was depressed and lonely

in 2024, I'm playing Persona 3 and watching Madoka Magica because I'm depressed and lonely

time is a flat circle
February 15, 2024 at 7:22 PM