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This is a tough first post...
But um, I'm escaping an abusive situation and traveling 1,500 miles across country to a safe place with safe friends. I am struggling with funds and relying on their help, while also looking for help to help repay them back for what they're doing for me ko-fi.com/ehyva
@everyone I'm sure you've all been wondering where I've been for some time now. But um. Things have been... Not okay these last few months, and my pride has stopped me from reaching out for help or updating anyone on what the heck is even going on. Some of you know, since I have talked about this previously before, but my living situations have been all over the place and not good for the last few years. (for decades, honestly). Back in October of 2023, two years ago, my mom suffered from three strokes, one brain aneurysm, and multiple invasive brain surgeries in under 24 hours. I have been living with her to help out in any way I can, and it has been hard... However, my militaristic Marine dad and I have had conflict of issues while living together, and it has been really bad for a long time with abuse. I've been struggling with juggling life, and it has been especially hard since about the end of January/beginning of February of this year. I've been struggling with juggling life, and it has been especially hard since about the end of January/beginning of February of this year. Yesterday was the turning point. After an altercation that involved having my computer taken, as well as other valuables, having my sternum punched and then thrown to the literal ground where I twisted my knee, all over insufficient rent, I realize the danger and it is now time for me to flee my situation. I cannot call the cops, as this will leave my mother financially ruined and destroy the rest of the life she has left. I cannot take my dad to court for the assault, even with my video recordings on it, or for my stuff.. If I fight my dad then I'm inadvertently hurting my mom, and I have no intentions of making what time she has left on this planet worse. So, once again, I am starting over from nothing. So, once again, I am starting over from nothing. I have reached out to a few friends, whom I believed would have capabilities to help me, and have had success with securing a roof so I can get off these streets. I will be traveling via transit for two days away from the west coast and closer to my east/central friends. Without a computer I can no longer stream... BUT. I do believe I have help in this regard, and I (hopefully) can acquire a computer to continue hanging out here in the near future. Not guaranteed, but I'm pretty sure. I'll double check when I safely get to my destination about if I can have the system sent to my new home. I'll update about this in the near future. Again, I'm sorry to everyone about not reaching out for help. I've already done this before, asking for help, so the guilt and shame about needing it again has made me feel incredibly bad and I've just let this eat away at me. It's not expected, but, I have updated my ko-fi in case anyone wanted to help in repaying my friend for their help, as well as help me for when I arrive to a new state I've never been to before. Don't worry or apologize if you can't. Love you all. I'll let you all know when I arrive safely. https://ko-fi.com/ehyva
May 20, 2025 at 4:02 AM