Me for weeks at my brain: we should clean the office
Brain: We will
Me today: I should sleep
Brain: YOU HAVE TO CLEAN THE OFFICE NOW! I WILL NOT SLEEP UNTIL YOU DO IT!
Me: I hate you.

Super random thing: idk how my aunt does it, but 2 years in a row she has gotten me the best freaking socks. I don’t have sensory issues with socks unless they are wet, but when I get soft and comfy socks, I get so happy. This year she got Bearpaw socks, and they are just so soft and nice.

Anyone else need to sit in/drive home in their cars playing all the Second Act songs of Wicked after seeing the movie or is that just the Tism doing Tism things again? #Wickedthemoviept1

I made an angsty little one-shot of people wanna read.

Wildfire by pupcuz1 - Helluva Boss (Web Series) archiveofourown.org/works/60741817

Someone I really liked on tiktok blocked me because I asked them to hold off on their condescending post of “Because my cat died, lots of people say, ‘Sorry for your loss.’ Well it’s my turn! Sorry for your loss America. How did you mess up so badly? *drinks from Kermit meme mug*” But she said-

I think the shittiest part of this is non-Americans saying things like, “wow, way to screw up, America!” WE FREAKING TRIED! THOSE OF US WHO CARE ABOUT THE FUTURE FREAKING TRIED! SHUT THE HELL UP! LET US BE UPSET AND SCARED WITHOUT TRYING TO HEAP SHAME ON US!

Made my younger cousin happy by telling her what she’s getting for Christmas. It’s not a lot, but it made someone who is terrified of these next four years happy and that made me happy. I’m gonna keep trying to find things I can control in my small universe that make others happy.

I don’t know how, but now watching Full Moon and Apology Tour, the latter hurt more. Feeling like no one will want me and that I’m not worthy of love are two of my biggest issues and it hit me in the gut. Ghost Fuckers hurt because I blame myself for so much and even my best friend left me. Ow. 🥺🥺🥺🥺

@caitmayart.bsky.social followed me. Eeeeeeep!