i'll take the juice that makes you wish you were inside someone 24/7 please

i feel the same wayyyy i've always had a thing for this but it's surprisingly uncommon... though i do feel like i see this kind of thing in a lot of yuri manga if at all hehe

oh to have my leash held by a disinterested third party while i return to nature

it's a combination of things ig. pred/prey stuff, cnc domming, general roughhousing etc. it's easy for me to get into being a largely nonverbal yet commanding presence just bc i spent so much time playing videogames instead of having friends growing up lol

obviously(?) i wish i had my own cg partner, i feel like i've long known how to interface with it directly (i would actually want to have Sex), but the experience of a caregiver role is so exciting. i'm staring a lot of emotions bare in the face and it's scary but thrilling...