i am going to be miserable forever

:) it’s not a rule it’s just a rule :) but it’s not telling you what to do except it is :) completely ruining your life :)

whatever.

i’m also so fucking miserable because i’m lonely and like. do i need to beg for affection etc. then it’s not genuine. but i’m so fucking lonely.

oh but i’m not allowed to talk about it. because it’ll hurt people’s feelings if i reveal that their mutual is fucking unhinged. okay.

i don’t care if it’s a bpd emotion i’m allowed to feel bitchy about someone who treated me like absolute shit & their friends who continued to enable them & didn’t even check in on me once

i’m not gonna be a huge bitch im not gonna be a huge bitch i’m not gonna be a huge bitch

begging this site to add priv accts so i can actually vent @_@

i need to actually start using this app. but also i need them to start making private accounts first lol

oh my god i almost forgot the most important part of New Account: posting the tube

is this what finally prompts me to start posting on here