faye
@pumpkie.bsky.social
this is where i come to vent and be moderately insane/dramatic
me laying in my freshly cleaned floor sad as fuck
January 31, 2025 at 4:04 AM
me laying in my freshly cleaned floor sad as fuck
but if i just keep reading my silly little books i can’t think myself into an abyss about how i’m way too much for most people and that i don’t have any amount of talent put into one thing so no one will ever tell me how good i am at something at first glance
December 29, 2024 at 4:34 AM
but if i just keep reading my silly little books i can’t think myself into an abyss about how i’m way too much for most people and that i don’t have any amount of talent put into one thing so no one will ever tell me how good i am at something at first glance
should not hurt my feelings as much as it did
December 28, 2024 at 7:43 PM
should not hurt my feelings as much as it did
it also hits me very often that i’m not good at tangible things and i’m also not knowledgeable about anything useful, and that is devastating to be reminded of over and over again
December 23, 2024 at 4:54 AM
it also hits me very often that i’m not good at tangible things and i’m also not knowledgeable about anything useful, and that is devastating to be reminded of over and over again
all of the people i’ve met through the shop and actively communicate with are so good and it makes me wonder if i’m really just that bad
December 23, 2024 at 4:53 AM
all of the people i’ve met through the shop and actively communicate with are so good and it makes me wonder if i’m really just that bad
i’m not gonna lie i think the anger worked for me a little
i cleaned my room and moisturized and put on my wrinkle cream and am laying in bed so so calm and collected
i cleaned my room and moisturized and put on my wrinkle cream and am laying in bed so so calm and collected
December 17, 2024 at 4:19 AM
i’m not gonna lie i think the anger worked for me a little
i cleaned my room and moisturized and put on my wrinkle cream and am laying in bed so so calm and collected
i cleaned my room and moisturized and put on my wrinkle cream and am laying in bed so so calm and collected
it makes me genuinely sad that i have been consistently showed time and time again that i am in some way not good enough for the partners ive found in life.
i love my friends and they are my absolute world and i will always be happy without a romantic partner, but i long for it nonetheless.
i love my friends and they are my absolute world and i will always be happy without a romantic partner, but i long for it nonetheless.
December 16, 2024 at 3:36 AM
it makes me genuinely sad that i have been consistently showed time and time again that i am in some way not good enough for the partners ive found in life.
i love my friends and they are my absolute world and i will always be happy without a romantic partner, but i long for it nonetheless.
i love my friends and they are my absolute world and i will always be happy without a romantic partner, but i long for it nonetheless.
thank you, random human on reddit. this was a bit what i needed to see
December 14, 2024 at 11:29 PM
thank you, random human on reddit. this was a bit what i needed to see
me going to bed super late so i have to deal with the bad dreams for a shorter amount of time tonight 🥰
December 11, 2024 at 5:55 AM
me going to bed super late so i have to deal with the bad dreams for a shorter amount of time tonight 🥰
maybe once i’m back on my medicine i wont be so obnoxious and ill actually be able to shut the fuck up for once
December 9, 2024 at 11:07 PM
maybe once i’m back on my medicine i wont be so obnoxious and ill actually be able to shut the fuck up for once
idk if this is a super chronically online take but i saw a tiktok a while back that basically said if someone you’re dating/with can go the entire day without bothering to check in or reach out, then they don’t care enough to. they don’t like you enough to want to know how you are or how your day is
December 8, 2024 at 6:17 AM
idk if this is a super chronically online take but i saw a tiktok a while back that basically said if someone you’re dating/with can go the entire day without bothering to check in or reach out, then they don’t care enough to. they don’t like you enough to want to know how you are or how your day is
this has definitely been a year and i’m glad it’s almost over
December 7, 2024 at 5:23 AM
this has definitely been a year and i’m glad it’s almost over
the second i realize someone is no longer listening to what im saying, im going to stop talking and i will not start again. you will only embarrass me once and i will not do it again
December 4, 2024 at 10:38 PM
the second i realize someone is no longer listening to what im saying, im going to stop talking and i will not start again. you will only embarrass me once and i will not do it again
there is nothing more devastating in my life than being so full of love that i continuously give it to the wrong being with reckless abandon
December 4, 2024 at 9:54 PM
there is nothing more devastating in my life than being so full of love that i continuously give it to the wrong being with reckless abandon
i’m slowly but surely entering my withdrawal phase and it’s always so detrimental to my mental health but i’m just gonna go with it
December 4, 2024 at 9:42 PM
i’m slowly but surely entering my withdrawal phase and it’s always so detrimental to my mental health but i’m just gonna go with it
i’m not being dramatic when i say if this guy asks me to send him n◡̈des i’ll actually enter a villain era unlike anything before
November 30, 2024 at 5:48 AM
i’m not being dramatic when i say if this guy asks me to send him n◡̈des i’ll actually enter a villain era unlike anything before
sometimes being single is better because if i took a break during sex to scroll on social media for 5 minutes with someone else it would not be as chill as it is if im by myself LMAO
November 26, 2024 at 4:18 AM
sometimes being single is better because if i took a break during sex to scroll on social media for 5 minutes with someone else it would not be as chill as it is if im by myself LMAO
i only hold one grudge, and that’s because what caused it irreparably damaged how i operate on a day to day basis. it was because of a MAN on top of that.
i just can’t forgive something like that.
i just can’t forgive something like that.
November 22, 2024 at 1:46 PM
i only hold one grudge, and that’s because what caused it irreparably damaged how i operate on a day to day basis. it was because of a MAN on top of that.
i just can’t forgive something like that.
i just can’t forgive something like that.
i’ll only let myself get played for so long and then i’m out
November 22, 2024 at 4:19 AM
i’ll only let myself get played for so long and then i’m out
i gotta stop telling people that i’m sad when they obviously don’t give a shit
November 20, 2024 at 9:27 PM
i gotta stop telling people that i’m sad when they obviously don’t give a shit
doordashed my lunch. they forgot my drink and chips. the driver offered to go back but i didn’t want to make him do that and he was so nice. he did it anyway.
what a nice human. i could cry over this
what a nice human. i could cry over this
November 20, 2024 at 7:00 PM
doordashed my lunch. they forgot my drink and chips. the driver offered to go back but i didn’t want to make him do that and he was so nice. he did it anyway.
what a nice human. i could cry over this
what a nice human. i could cry over this
started looking at apartments online today let’s fucking go
November 20, 2024 at 2:46 AM
started looking at apartments online today let’s fucking go
i’m gonna start shamelessly posting thirst trap videos on tiktok
November 20, 2024 at 1:42 AM
i’m gonna start shamelessly posting thirst trap videos on tiktok