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I suppose this will be my new, online diary. I can’t afford health insurance, so that means this empty void gets to hear my pain instead.
@meidastouch.com The election truth alliance released a statement saying there’s evidence of vote manipulation in Clark County. Why aren’t you guys reporting on this???
February 1, 2025 at 7:53 AM
@meidastouch.com The election truth alliance released a statement saying there’s evidence of vote manipulation in Clark County. Why aren’t you guys reporting on this???
I miss being capable of being consistent. I can’t even lift at my true maximum, because I keep training for a few weeks-months and then falling off for a few weeks-months. It’s extremely confusing
January 26, 2025 at 4:09 PM
I miss being capable of being consistent. I can’t even lift at my true maximum, because I keep training for a few weeks-months and then falling off for a few weeks-months. It’s extremely confusing
My landlord, who has refused to give me any working fire alarms or a fire extinguisher for the past 6 months, is upstairs in the next apartment making renovations. 🤦♂️
January 26, 2025 at 4:04 PM
My landlord, who has refused to give me any working fire alarms or a fire extinguisher for the past 6 months, is upstairs in the next apartment making renovations. 🤦♂️
GOOD RIDDANCE.
Elon Musk's exhibits and portraits are being removed in Germany.
It wasn't "just a wave".
It wasn't "just a wave".
January 26, 2025 at 3:46 PM
GOOD RIDDANCE.
I must admit, I am so proud to see people pushing back against this fascist’s agenda! We will not go quietly into that gentle night!! We will go kicking and screaming and fight for blood when it comes down to it.
January 26, 2025 at 3:45 PM
I must admit, I am so proud to see people pushing back against this fascist’s agenda! We will not go quietly into that gentle night!! We will go kicking and screaming and fight for blood when it comes down to it.
My loneliness weighs heavy on my chest and I feel so wholly, totally undeserving of love. I wish that I was not this gargoyle creature. I wish that my pain meant anything at all.
January 26, 2025 at 3:36 PM
My loneliness weighs heavy on my chest and I feel so wholly, totally undeserving of love. I wish that I was not this gargoyle creature. I wish that my pain meant anything at all.
I am so lonely. I have daydreams of loving a woman, and becoming her rock, and cultivating an effortless, passionate love with her. But this is all just smoke and mirrors. Some coping mechanism my mind conjured up. Still, it is nice to dream. It makes life just a bit more bearable.
January 26, 2025 at 3:34 PM
I am so lonely. I have daydreams of loving a woman, and becoming her rock, and cultivating an effortless, passionate love with her. But this is all just smoke and mirrors. Some coping mechanism my mind conjured up. Still, it is nice to dream. It makes life just a bit more bearable.
It feels *disturbingly* foreign and uncomfortable when my boss treats me with dignity and kindness over my my mental illness. I am always waiting for the other shoe to drop… always waiting to be told I’ve lost my job, and by proxy, everything, because I cannot function the way I’m supposed to.
January 26, 2025 at 3:33 PM
It feels *disturbingly* foreign and uncomfortable when my boss treats me with dignity and kindness over my my mental illness. I am always waiting for the other shoe to drop… always waiting to be told I’ve lost my job, and by proxy, everything, because I cannot function the way I’m supposed to.
+ then I better be so sick in bed that I couldn’t watch tv or play a game or anything. Now I wonder why I struggle to practice self care when I’m experiencing heightened symptoms of my mental illnesses (MDD, CPTSD, anxiety) and find it impossible to treat myself with kindness if I call off of work.
January 26, 2025 at 3:29 PM
+ then I better be so sick in bed that I couldn’t watch tv or play a game or anything. Now I wonder why I struggle to practice self care when I’m experiencing heightened symptoms of my mental illnesses (MDD, CPTSD, anxiety) and find it impossible to treat myself with kindness if I call off of work.
When I was a kid, I struggled with undiagnosed major depression (I didn’t get diagnosed until I was 14). I used to find school so exhausting that some days I would purposely miss the bus just so I could stay home to sleep. My mom used to be so cruel about it. Telling me if I didn’t go to school +
January 26, 2025 at 3:28 PM
When I was a kid, I struggled with undiagnosed major depression (I didn’t get diagnosed until I was 14). I used to find school so exhausting that some days I would purposely miss the bus just so I could stay home to sleep. My mom used to be so cruel about it. Telling me if I didn’t go to school +
WHEN YOU BUY A TESLA, YOU’RE BACKING A FAR RIGHT ACTIVIST AND NAZI!!!
#elonmusk #tesla #nazis
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#elonmusk #tesla #nazis
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Heil Tesla
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January 26, 2025 at 1:27 PM
WHEN YOU BUY A TESLA, YOU’RE BACKING A FAR RIGHT ACTIVIST AND NAZI!!!
#elonmusk #tesla #nazis
youtu.be/NjWl_RNDMSA?...
#elonmusk #tesla #nazis
youtu.be/NjWl_RNDMSA?...
I must admit that I hate myself. I must admit that I have always hated myself. Otherwise I cannot find love. It will remain elusive and indecipherable to me. And yes, it will only be a maybe that I will one day be able to know love for its true, authentic intimacy, and not just a giving game.
January 26, 2025 at 8:51 AM
I must admit that I hate myself. I must admit that I have always hated myself. Otherwise I cannot find love. It will remain elusive and indecipherable to me. And yes, it will only be a maybe that I will one day be able to know love for its true, authentic intimacy, and not just a giving game.
Ain’t the same group that’s falling back on Elon Musk being autistic the same people who mocked Biden for four entire years for having a speech imediment? What happened to supporting the disabled then? Or do you only do that when it’s convenient for you? #elonmusk #biden #trump
January 26, 2025 at 8:48 AM
@meidastouch.com TRUMP JUST ADMITTED TO STEALING THE ELECTION LIVE TO A CROWD!!!!! PLEASE REPORT ON THIS!!
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January 20, 2025 at 12:38 AM
@meidastouch.com TRUMP JUST ADMITTED TO STEALING THE ELECTION LIVE TO A CROWD!!!!! PLEASE REPORT ON THIS!!
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Why would anyone acknowledge you? Why would anyone care?
You’ve always been nothing, even when you’ve tried your hardest to mean something, anything, to someone. Even then, you were still nothing.
So why would anyone care?
#cptsd #selftalk #emotionalneglect
You’ve always been nothing, even when you’ve tried your hardest to mean something, anything, to someone. Even then, you were still nothing.
So why would anyone care?
#cptsd #selftalk #emotionalneglect
January 16, 2025 at 2:19 PM
Why would anyone acknowledge you? Why would anyone care?
You’ve always been nothing, even when you’ve tried your hardest to mean something, anything, to someone. Even then, you were still nothing.
So why would anyone care?
#cptsd #selftalk #emotionalneglect
You’ve always been nothing, even when you’ve tried your hardest to mean something, anything, to someone. Even then, you were still nothing.
So why would anyone care?
#cptsd #selftalk #emotionalneglect
Me: I can’t stop drinking and I want to kms
Everyone: Sorry you’re struggling! Hope things get better for you! ❤️ #alcoholism #depression #idek
Everyone: Sorry you’re struggling! Hope things get better for you! ❤️ #alcoholism #depression #idek
January 16, 2025 at 2:14 PM
Me: I can’t stop drinking and I want to kms
Everyone: Sorry you’re struggling! Hope things get better for you! ❤️ #alcoholism #depression #idek
Everyone: Sorry you’re struggling! Hope things get better for you! ❤️ #alcoholism #depression #idek
Yes, yes. It’s all my fault. I understand. Where’s my bill? How much do I owe you? #ushealthcare
January 16, 2025 at 1:05 PM
Yes, yes. It’s all my fault. I understand. Where’s my bill? How much do I owe you? #ushealthcare
I won’t be ashamed of expressing my emotions any longer. I don’t care how many people try to shut me down, invalidate me, or even smear campaign me for speaking out against abuse. I am here to stay, and I am here to speak my truth, and to not have that truth stifled by abusers. #cptsd #mdd
January 16, 2025 at 12:42 PM
I suppose this will be my new, online diary. I can’t afford health insurance, so that means this empty void gets to hear my pain instead.
January 16, 2025 at 12:40 PM
I suppose this will be my new, online diary. I can’t afford health insurance, so that means this empty void gets to hear my pain instead.
I can’t believe this is how my life turned out. When I was a kid I was convinced that once I was an adult and finally away from my abusive family, my life would finally get better. The US really gives childhood trauma survivors a slap in the face in every way imaginable if they manage to make it out
January 16, 2025 at 12:36 PM
I can’t believe this is how my life turned out. When I was a kid I was convinced that once I was an adult and finally away from my abusive family, my life would finally get better. The US really gives childhood trauma survivors a slap in the face in every way imaginable if they manage to make it out
My biggest dream is to d1e in my sleep tbh
January 16, 2025 at 12:34 PM
My biggest dream is to d1e in my sleep tbh