I can't kill myself what would Porter Robinson say

What do I do

I'm an ugly, stupid, untalented fag and I can't fucking change that.

Why can't I feel normal

I hate how I look. Every part of me has serious flaws that I can't change no matter what the fuck I do. I never feel like myself, at this point I don't know if I have my own personality. I'm a shapeless blob with no interesting traits and no way to fix myself without coming off as desperate.

I don't feel like myself around anyone. Everyone I like hanging out with has some sort of vendetta against my other friends. And on top of that I can't focus on anything or get any work done ever. And the worst part is I know it's all in my head but I can't change my fucking head.

DOES ANYBODY FUCKING LIKE ME I KNOW MY PARENTS SURE FUCKING DON'T. THEY TELL ME THEY DO BUT I CAN'T COME OUT TO THEM BECAUSE OF THEIR STUPID FUCKING RELIGION. AND I DON'T KNOW IF MY FRIENDS LIKE ME EITHER ARE THEY AVOIDING ME? I DON'T FUCKING KNOW

Ooohhh prettyyyyyy

Robots... 🤤

Paying you in exposure