In May 2023, I went to Cancun for a retreat.

The place was stunning, but what unfolded was far beyond anything I could have imagined.

I did three Kambo sessions and two ayahuasca ceremonies. It was during the last one that things took an unforgettable turn.

Psilocybin - The experience changed my life in ways I still can’t fully explain. It’s hard to put into words, but the best way I can describe it is as a deep reconnection. I felt like I found the happy young boy I once was—he never left, just got buried beneath years of “growing up.”

The first time my buddy and I tripped, we were perfectly content staying inside. Two hours passed, and it felt like the world had stopped. But then—out of nowhere, like some unspoken agreement—we both knew. No words, just this sudden understanding. We had to go outside. Not later. Now.

It starts in your stomach—a bubbling, loose sensation that spreads like a wave. It’s subtle at first, almost playful. Then it creeps up to your head.

You feel a flush in your face. This is the moment of reckoning: do you laugh uncontrollably? Or does a strange discomfort take over?