brat, slut, meat, fucktoy, and pet. I'd say I'm a mix of those 5

me too

anywaysss I got school tomorrow so goodnight :D

Hell, even now I'm still having to deal with other forms of abuse and things that bring up my trauma. Mostly because people suck and cant just be nice, good people

Oh of course! my like main thing is making sure they're consenting and comfortable with it, if not then I just try to be friendly with them which usually works out well ^^. I try no to be ashamed of it, its just I've gone through more than just that and its just like an ambush of past trauma 1/2

enjoys the experience then there's the other side that does stress me out about it but it doesn't outweigh the other. like it feels more good than bad, ykwim? 2/2

I do still feel attraction to people my age but its a much stronger attraction to those older than me, this has also been going on for years now and I can tell you sepecifically how many if you'd like. another thing is my mind is honestly split at this point, obviously there's the side that enjoy1/2

Yeah that's the thing, THEY are old enough and uh I'm not (16 years old)

surprisingly enough my trust issues are worse with people I know than people I don't know, mostly because people I'm close with usually leave or betray me in some way. I do have this like thing for older people, idk if that's a paraphilia?

Honestly I never got therapy for it and its happened more than once so Im desensitized to it atp. I appreciate your concern though and I don't feel uncomfortable at all, I actually am really glad to have been given more insight on the community and other things I didn't know till now

I seriously appreciate this because I've been through some stuff and my perception of love has been and still is distorted to this day and just like you said, realizing that what happened to me wasn't okay did hit hard and messed up my life

I see and could you elaborate more on the kid statement? I appreciate your opinion and the information you're providing

but you agree having sex with them is bad, yes?

so having sex with them is bad but being attracted to them isn't? (genuine question)