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Shea
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December 17, 2024 at 4:22 AM
Oh holy shit
December 17, 2024 at 12:58 AM
So yeah, it sucks.

Sorry if you read all this.

I just needed to put the words down somewhere.

Not suicidal or anything, just struggling to feel like I can continue to exist.
December 15, 2024 at 3:50 PM
I'm losing so many things too. I'm moving into one bedroom, down from a 2 person townhouse with 10 years of accumulated furniture and memories. It really does feel like my life is over. The last time I was living with my parents I was 18 and couldn't imagine living even a month into the future.
December 15, 2024 at 3:50 PM
I feel really guilt tripped about leaving right away on my part, but it's either that or be left behind so... Like either way someone is being left behind in this scenario and I need to look out for my own mental health before anyone else.
December 15, 2024 at 3:50 PM
A month ago it was "We'll both move to another state."

2 days ago it became "Even if you move out there with me I won't be staying with you."

Which really hurts! It's my biggest fear of all time manifested (Being totally alone)! Don't even have words for how shit I feel about this situation!
December 15, 2024 at 3:50 PM
I talked to my boss and parents already to get job transfer and shit set up and now only after I did that my roommate is like "Well you don't have to go right away..."

Like, it literally hurts so bad to have everything stable ripped out from under me with no warning.
December 15, 2024 at 3:50 PM