afraid of love ⥗
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#Ratiorine

i texted her again. someone hit me with a shovel

she's on my mind a lot. like a lot lot. it's starting to feel like a virus. i keep going into her dms then closing the app in frustration bc i have no idea what to tell her. i feel like i'm not interesting enough - but then out of the blue she comes to reassure me of the opposite and i'm like 🧍 what

also i'm feeling completely pathetic because i stress over this – she probably has a crush on someone already and it's not like i have a chance. i probably couldn't give her what she needs. she's said multiple times that she doesn't want to be someone's second choice

even tho i'm kinda openly poly & my partner knows that, this is my first serious crush and i'm experiencing big gay panic

why do I feel like I failed in conversation whenever I talk to her

i hate being the one to constantly text her. I feel like a creepy old man harassing her, even tho we're supposed to be friends

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"Beware of the fox's temptation."
#ratiorine