Nha your fine honestly. A lot of people are opting out of having kids these days for one reason or another. Whatever your reason you don't need to explain yourself do what you want it's your life and no one else's. I personally am also on the band wagon of not wanting a child so your not alone.

I think people have a hard time telling themselves it's not fun anymore in a "I'm having fun when I'm winning" mindset with "can't end on a loss". Or possibly an addiction thing I dunno.