Except I cant do eyeliner. At like all. Missed that part of my emotions phase in high school

Reaching out to people is hard for me bc of past trauma and abuse. Being real and raw right now is hard but I feel like people who care about me deserve to know.

I love you all genuinely. I woll get through this, I always do.

But thank you for those who listen and those who care

My OCD screams at me to not talk about these things and to save "image" but I am just a person who is going through a lot and if I am slow to any of my duties, con, work, or personal, please know I am struggling and genuinely trying my damn best right now.

Life has been too hard on me I the past month and I just feel myself ready to explode. I think a good cry and a hot bath will help though.

Also the interaction only got progressively worse after that

She should of been first!! 😭