Hi lovely 🥰💗

And I’d thank her, next question

Get on my knees cause it’s time to pray 🙏

They brush the dust off my shoulders and let me know I can keep going. I know I can do it, and thanks to them I know I don’t have to do it alone. So here’s to continued sobriety, even when there’s a relapse. (7/7)

Part of staying in this mindset of not blaming myself for not being stronger is in part to my amazing boyfriend. I may stumble and away and damn near fall off the path, but their steady hands always bring me right back to where I need to be. (6/?)

I remember it so vividly, and I’d want to wear my hair up but I felt so much shame.

Now I have some thinning along my part line, and I know that if you aren’t looking for it, it’s not that noticeable. I know that while this is a relapse, it’s not a failure. I’m not a failure. (5/?)

I’ve often said “comparison inhibits any progress” and I can finally live by those words. While it’s hard not to compare, I know that I’m doing better than I was even this time last year. This time last year I had the start of bald spots along the line of my undercut. (4/?)

For the longest time when it came to my trich, I had the “all of nothing” mindset. I used to compare my ongoing bouts of sobriety to my longest run of 5 years sober. That’s not good at all, and I know that now. (3/?)

This is a post I’ve tried writing a few times. I know how proud I felt that I had been sober for so long. I was a week shy of 6 months of being hair pulling free, but things have been a bit stressful recently. I’m only human, and I recognize that. (2/?)

‪Thank u all for the stream! We actually got through some story today and we made it to the halfway point of the game (only 14 hours in 😅). Thank you to @princessboogala.bsky.social for the raid! We raided our fellow dreamy hollow member HeyyKrista playing horizon zero dawn! ‬