Forgot the #fe3h tag

I know, I suck at drawing hands, don't worry it'll look better in the final version

I hope, dunno

Tomorrow Ill try to do some effort in drawing something

-I can agree with everyone that I need a job if I wanna leave my parents' house and buy whatever I want. Anyways, I think that's all for now, dunno if I missed something. I doubt anyone will fucking read this whining for help coming from a random nobody in this social media knows.

And Im damn aware I sound pathetic as fuck by saying all this. But Idk how the fuck to discipline and change myself and take hold of this situation and just keep moving forward. I graduated from college last year and still unemployed. Everyday is a constant time loop, I love being on vacations but-

I know I have to draw for myself, but I still live with her so yeah, Ive been avoiding drawing to avoid her shitting on me only cuz what I like and love, or whatever tf is trending in the art world is to God's displeasure.

She's a time bomb, I know what she's fucking capable of the moment she finds out Ive done nothing, or she sees what I've done, no matter if only 1 or 2 pieces, she will just get enraged, say no, give me another of her religious ass sermons and... she just nonstop crushing me...

No matter how much or little privacy have in my house enough to draw whatever I want no matter if sfw or not, I can't stop having her in my head, gnawing the shit out of my consciousness.

So yeah, I fucked up and its all my fault that Im still green and with nothing to show, and then there's this problem with my mom that I cant fucking solve. Everyone tells me "fuck your mom" each in their own words. BUT ITS NOT THAT FUCKING EASY.

And no matter how much help I ask to anyone I know, nothing will change. And Idk how tf Imma recover all the time lost, dunno if I have to speedrun and do whatever the amount of drawings I should've done this year. And I've only done 1 single commission back in May.

Deltarune hoy

Yo tengo que algun dia dibujarme llevando puesto una armadura del zodiaco, Saint Seiya fue mi preadolescencia junto con Lets & Go. Por cierto hola michi ya me hice el bsky

Lmfaoo