Leaving this at that is a pretty good example of me still moderating my posts 😔

I mean like it isn't bad it just feels really, really overused these days

w/e I'm not fixing the circular repeated word stuff here

Somewhat in a position of wanting some validation/enhagement vs the anxiety of introducing more people here who may or may not even see a lot of it or particularly care so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ damned if I do or dont

Or the exact opposite and I just wind up withdrawing again and leaving this place hanging but. It has been largely cathartic but also still spooky