these freakout incidents are and that they are ultimately why all of your interpersonal relationships are so tumultuous. you cannot always be, nor are you always, the victim, and a lot of the things i know about your history involve you victimising and using others. i worry about you and everyone.

it was actually wild, and considering i know the issue at hand is mental illness i dont feel like its helpful or productive at all if i name names, because that will only bring grief and make it worse.

but if you are reading this, you need to seriously check your own behavior and realise how bad+

talking about here, has consistently done this same behavior to everyone around them, forcing all of their friends and partners to walk on eggshells around them and baby them, for years nonstop.

i did not do anything to exacerbate the issue this time, even though i definitely have in the past, but+

also not to be ableist but implying i'm a narcissist who believes she never does anything wrong over this instance where i *literally* have done nothing wrong is insane.

and expressed confusion. you told me to calm down and acted like i was being irrational. that is wild behavior and a consistent pattern from you. you can't bully me and make me feel bad over it, i literally did nothing wrong there. from any perspective. you know that.

goodbye, have a nice life.

settings so that sprint was a held down button instead of a toggle.

To be fair, it's a hold by default. That was entirely on me for switching it in the first place.

that's not even me controlling anyone. that's literally just "hey my life isn't a charcuterie board you don't get to sample everything like that please don't try it makes me very uncomfortable and feels like my friends or myself are being used."

Though I'll have to concede, I've apparently gotten pretty decent at popping them when I catch them camping the areas where I know my faction farms. It's getting pretty satisfying to send all those bags back to who they belong to.

so this is your psa to send people's mat bags back in stalcraft instead of just stealing them and selling them to your fence for pennies. send them back or leave them there, and maybe stop camping around that area

My partner and I are watching Arcane! Her first time, my fourth. She's enjoying it a lot, and says it's emotionally devastating her. In a good way. We have a watchlist we try to go through every Saturday, so I will not be around on Saturdays once I return to The Grind™. Love you!

Oh, maybe on Sundays we'll try to paint in SuchArt or something. I've kind of been wanting to get back into that. Call it Sideshow Sunday or something, do something random on the side one day every week to start the week off and get a break from whatever we're focused on.

...Undertale, and then I've decided we'll start Kingdom Come: Deliverance (the first one) instead of the other ideas I had. I haven't beaten that one, and it's similar in some ways to another game I plan on returning to that my best friend suggested.
Thanks for being patient. I know I'm bad.

...on in War Thunder right now that I'm focused on finishing, though I might pop on to stream that!
I have jury duty for the first time on the 25th, so I definitely won't be able to stream for probably most of the day then.
Once the War Thunder event is done, I'm hoping to finish The Division and...