Looking in the mirror and seeing the woman I want to be fills me with so much joy and delight that I want to melt. But those days when I look in the mirror and see the man my family wants to see, Gods those are dark

I'm so scared, tired, and restless these days.

I'm scared for the future, for the people I love in this world who are being threatened and intimidated by these neo-nazis up in the colonial castle.

I'm tired of pretending everything's ok and I'm perfectly stable despite inner turmoil and self-