Like, obvs all of this happening everywhere is terrible, but come on.

Also, leave Marilyn alone. 😤

Elaine Miles’s brief appearance in The Last of Us with Graham Greene made me so giggly and happy.

Tonight has been cancelled.
I will also have next week off. 💃🏻

But, because of the nature of how shitty this week has been, I might have to work late, which I don't want to do, but if I don't, then tomorrow will be terrible.

I'm also supposed to be on vacation today. And tomorrow. That is not happening. Next week may not, either. So like...

Pros: it'd be good to get out and see people. It'd be great to throw axes and/or knives at a target. There's someone on the team that's in from BC that it'd be great to meet.

Cons: outside. transit. people. transit. more transit.

Thanks. Undetermined as of right now. I’d better not, but well… yeah. 🫠

I agreed to cancel two vacation days this week and to be on call for a couple of days next week.

What am I getting out of the deal? Hmm. Not much.

I am a pushover. A very angry pushover.

Massive anxiety attack, then I took a breath and got a notice that my benefits through work may actually pay $300 of the ADHD assessment cost.
Not the whole amount, but I’ll take it.

I just stress-ate a whole bunch of the M&S dark chocolate digestives I bought last week. On one hand, yum, on the other, ugh they'll be gone soon.

I'm tired.

I also have to work later tonight because of course I do. Combined with the whole vacation nonsense, I need… I don’t even know what I need. I won’t get it, whatever it is.

I may need to do a couple of half days. Fuck.

Maybe I should take the rest of the month off after we’re back up to full staff. 🤐